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- a series of unfortunate events ? -
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30.11.09
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its not often i blog anymore ..
and theres reason for that too .
its time for me to blog vent
anywho .
last time i blogged i was at Mias house .
not because i was visiting
but coz i ran away from home ..
sounds stupid that when life got hard for me ..
i just packed my bags and left ..
but heck , i couldnt do anything right ..
so i stayed there for abt a week ..
then i went to my lolas , and then back home .
*sigh .
lifes tough , it was an experience , but not on the terms i wouldve rather experienced them on .
but in this time i spent some .. i mean , a SHITLOAD of quality time with Mia Michelle and Nicole .. good times :)
so anway .
i was back at home and the thursday before school (14th October) i went to bondi with the mates .
it was fun , but it rained .
beach , karaoke and midnight drinkup ; the best (Y)
and yee ..
that was the first time i was out and about with people i truly cherished .
and i was sposed to ask my girlfriend out then ..
but there were numerous complications to that
anwyay , yes , i did end up asking her to be mine forever
two days later .
Marissa & Gavyne <3 161009
so yee .. life was good .
with the Missus by my side , with everything okay with my family again , it was all sweet
and then we got a letter ..
a letter of eviction .
so i got it 3 or 4 weeks ago and now i have but a fortnight to cherish what little time i have left with my family .
its true what they say .
that you dnt truly appreciate something once they have gone or are about to leave .
and now all i can do is pray that they make a good life in the Philippines and that nothing bad happens .
ive decided to stay here in Australia , with my Dad , to finish my HSC year and continue with my life here .
its one of those things where you cant just drop everything and leave ...
yeah im gna miss them ..
but what can i do ..
life is effed .
but you gta make the most of it .
and thats what im doing .
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- ehh ... -
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18.9.09
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putang ina .
wala akong magawa sa itong situation nito .
fuckfuckfuckfuck
im tired, annoyed and on the brink of getting drunk .
fuckyes =="
im tripping out on VB whislt watching drag me to hell .
fkn weird shit mangs
:LLabels: daily blog, drunkards
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- kick it tagalog stylez -
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11.9.09
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kung sabihin ko man na hindi na kita pinagmamahal , anong gagawin mo ?
kung mawala man ako, sanay hindi mo ko hahanapin .
at kung mey iba na , sanay hindi ka ma sealos
alam mo na minahal kita .
alam mo rin na ikaw aye dati kong tunay na minamahal ..
pero pinabayaan mo ako .
at ngayon , parang gusto mo ako uli ?
putang ina ano ba yan ha ?
nasasawa na ako sa mga sinasabe mo .
pwede ba , tama na .
alam ko na minamahal mo pa ako .
pero wala na ang dinamdam ko sa iyo .
ayaw kitang isaktan .
at isa pa, sinabe mo na pwede pa tayong maging kaibigan .
kahit na ba hindi na tayo .
pero nahihirapan ako sa ginagawa mo ..
pag nakikita kita , feeling ko parin , tayo pa .
at sinasaktan lang kita .
ayokong ganun .
please lang .
sanay mey makita ka nang bago .
isang lalake na nag papasaya sa iyo .
ung ginagawa ang mga hindi ko ginawa
pero alamin mo , na mahal parin kita .
pero ngayon, bilang kaibigan lang ..Labels: tagalog styles
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